WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!!!!
• I talk about my life, and my beliefs. (Christian/Native American)
• I don't expect comments all the time.
• I am the typo queen, so get over it.


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I dislike snap chat right now.....

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So I should offer up my past month and a half. I went to the hospital for feeling suicidal. After two weeks there I elected to go to a adult rehab house to help me find ways to cope better with my depression and to tweek my meds. Now I'm on the right meds and I no longer feel horrible.

Climbing out of my depression has been tough. But Kina is back and ready to face life with optimism.

Another good day!! Lots of coffee and Mountain Dew!!!


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I'm not sure what to post. I've been at a rut in being able to post how I feel.

I don't know if it's a part of getting older, or depression. I feel lost. Void.

Not good enough.

But I have been pretty lonely.

I'll post more later. I'm going to go spend time with my son.

Jeremy is down in Arkansas, helping with a film. It's hard being away from him. But I'm excited for him. He is doing something he loves and gets to see his parents.

I woke up this morning to see an email saying I have a paid account again! Thank you Tallblue!


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Today is another day I've got to relax healing well happy smiling and a lot has been going on with fiancé has some movie works he's dealing with the work producer and then I have a doctors appointment on Friday. A find out if I am healed up and what the results are on all sorts of things but at least I'm over that hurdle of all that pelvic pain ( Read more... )

Today was a long day. But another day alive is nothing to fuss over. It's something I'm deeply grateful for. Not many people are as blessed as I am. Yes, I'm living in a tiny room at my mom's while I piece my health together. But in the next month or two I will be moving in with my fiancé and my best friend. I'll finally be in my own home own rules ( Read more... )